Hey...,

Sianz, life is boring. Today never see you than now feeling sad in robotics class. Today got home economics than pratical, really feel like eating the thing you have cook. Comfirm plus chop very nice the loh.Especially is you cook the spagettie loh. Got worried as why you never come, someone told me that you skip school not sick. I thought what had happenned. Now you are outside, please be careful as i am really quite worried. I am very easy angry this few days after losing you. But i got try to endure as you had tell me to hold on to it sometimes. But now without you than i very fast dulan le but once i thought of what you had said to me than i start to cool down. Sometimes i think of you too much about me and you the memories than i just jump in to the pool to cool down or not i really cannot take it anymore longer le. I really want you back, not hope is want, i knoe i had done something wrong but i am really repentant.

I love you darling, all along.

Hey...,

Life is boring. It is not worth living. Now piles of homework waiting for me to complete. As usual, everyday thinking of her no matter wat. I love her as usual. Everything in life now of day will let me relate to the memories i had with her. But all were memories, i want it now. She can help me in everything. Studies, life and make it interesting a lot, hundred times more when i am alone. Waiting for her all along. Thinking to forget the past with her but simply just can't. Things were not so easy, she were lots of my first. Stronger were not to use on me as i just can't forget her so easily.

Darling, i lov3e you as how i did. Muackz, emoing and drinking wine and smoking now.

Hahax saw one of my brother the friend the friend stead with one of my school classmate. Saw them on the bus.

Hey ...,

What is love? Love to me is just sacrifie, if you truely love her than even if she love someone else you will still wait but you will want her find someone better than you the. No matter what, hope that you two will patch and more lovable after a small quarrel?! It is easy to let go but hard to forget the past memories with her loh. Now still very pain. My sholder and back all very pain. If i can just hear from you say ,"are you okay" to me not my brother than my pain will all gone le but i know that you will not forgive me le. God bless you this two, couple, to patch. Maybe you patch le i also wont know the. Who will tell me?!

With her, i may be still worthful but now without her i am totally worthless. Nobody likes me at all. I got think about it before, but i change and change but nobody accepts it. I had save and help my friends and take the crime. But it is not appreciated at all, can't or hear the word, "thanks " after i had helped them. Life is meaningless without her as i have really nothing to do. Darling, i really repent le. I really still love you, i want you back. I really really dont want to lose you. As like this far end road, i hope i will be there waiting for you to accept me.

I hope to have you back for even a single day or moment. You are my first true love. But what you had lose is lost. But i still hope to have you back.

Darling, i love you like normal. I love you to the max. Muackz.

Darling, i really dont want to lose you at all. i really dont want to quarrel with you. I love you so much so how i possible control and quarrel with you. Darling, hope things will be better for us and we will not quarrel. I love you to the max luhs, muackz.

Darling, i really want to patch with you. I dont want to lose you. I love you. Muackz.