With her, i may be still worthful but now without her i am totally worthless. Nobody likes me at all. I got think about it before, but i change and change but nobody accepts it. I had save and help my friends and take the crime. But it is not appreciated at all, can't or hear the word, "thanks " after i had helped them. Life is meaningless without her as i have really nothing to do. Darling, i really repent le. I really still love you, i want you back. I really really dont want to lose you. As like this far end road, i hope i will be there waiting for you to accept me.