With her, i may be still worthful but now without her i am totally worthless. Nobody likes me at all. I got think about it before, but i change and change but nobody accepts it. I had save and help my friends and take the crime. But it is not appreciated at all, can't or hear the word, "thanks " after i had helped them. Life is meaningless without her as i have really nothing to do. Darling, i really repent le. I really still love you, i want you back. I really really dont want to lose you. As like this far end road, i hope i will be there waiting for you to accept me.

I hope to have you back for even a single day or moment. You are my first true love. But what you had lose is lost. But i still hope to have you back.

Darling, i love you like normal. I love you to the max. Muackz.

Darling, i really dont want to lose you at all. i really dont want to quarrel with you. I love you so much so how i possible control and quarrel with you. Darling, hope things will be better for us and we will not quarrel. I love you to the max luhs, muackz.

Darling, i really want to patch with you. I dont want to lose you. I love you. Muackz.

Darling, I really hope that you will forgive me. I is love you the loh. I don't love angeline at all lah. I really hope that you will give me another chance.

Darling, I really love you. I love you, muackz.





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Sianz at home nothing to do, my blister still bleeding and swollen, very hard to walk around loh. Now waiting darling to wake up as they yesterday nite late sleep. I yesterday whole nite also cannot sleep loh. Very tired loh but dont feel like sleeping liao le cause maybe later going to find darling by the way. Darling piggy, wat time u will wake up leh, wait for you 10 hours le leh. Hahax but nvm i don't mind to wait for you darling.

Darling, i love you. Muackz

Wah sianz sia, tonight darling, joey and ming jie toning at my house. But in the end 1.30am they go back le. Very sad sia, i knoe under my block very sianz loh. Regret to call them come to my house as i had cause them a lot of trouble loh. Nvm bah hope they will forgive me. They say it is not my fault but i still think is my fault loh. But next time they come, i confirm will snatch the room for them the. Sianz now my blister still very pain loh.

Hahax sorry darling and fellows, darling i love you, muackz.

Wah sianz sia, my foot got blister(dont know how to spell) cause yesterday i go play soccer at the soccer court bare foot. Now dam pain loh, cause must use needle to pierce a hole than make the blood flow out. Maybe tonight toning with my darling and few friends and drink beer play card bah. See how first loh.

Darling, i love you. Muackz