Monday, July 26, 2010
Wah sianz leh, kena sent back home yesterday cause sick and not feeling well. Today still sick than in the end never go school. But i know you yesterday did not go school and i am very worried. Today you went to school means you have been better. Sianz for me still fever. Everytime look back at last time the messages i just feel like crying. Maybe to you is over as you had him le...
Thursday, July 22, 2010
Hey...,
What actually should i do now? After i lose you, i feel that i am like a lion without its cub, a merlion without water, a person without the most important item in his life. But i think using my brain, that i should give you up but my body still wants you as my body remember the time when we are together, the laughter you make, the things we did together and everything etc. I just want you back now, not anytime later. I may look normal outside but inside my heart i am hurting painfully as i remember the time you were beside me. If time can go back i will want to go back to the time before secondary 2 camp. But i will remind me that during the time we quarrelled. Seeing you now, making my heart very pain.
What actually should i do now? After i lose you, i feel that i am like a lion without its cub, a merlion without water, a person without the most important item in his life. But i think using my brain, that i should give you up but my body still wants you as my body remember the time when we are together, the laughter you make, the things we did together and everything etc. I just want you back now, not anytime later. I may look normal outside but inside my heart i am hurting painfully as i remember the time you were beside me. If time can go back i will want to go back to the time before secondary 2 camp. But i will remind me that during the time we quarrelled. Seeing you now, making my heart very pain.
Wednesday, July 21, 2010
Hey...,
Sometimes i really feel that you very flirt and everything but after everytime i can't stop thinking of you. My heart still loves you but i can't stay you. Today i finally talk to you after a few days but it feels like thousands of years. Maybe i can have you but not your heart now, or even before we break. But now i want you and your heart, both. I still love you after so much thing had happen. Darling sherlynn, i really want you back now as i just want to hear 'i love you' from you. My heart is aching once and everytime i think of you. My left shoulder and whole body is aching. Hope to hear from you say,'are you okay'. But most of all, my heart is most pain of all while losing you now and then.
Sorry for all the mistake i done, i really repent le.
Sometimes i really feel that you very flirt and everything but after everytime i can't stop thinking of you. My heart still loves you but i can't stay you. Today i finally talk to you after a few days but it feels like thousands of years. Maybe i can have you but not your heart now, or even before we break. But now i want you and your heart, both. I still love you after so much thing had happen. Darling sherlynn, i really want you back now as i just want to hear 'i love you' from you. My heart is aching once and everytime i think of you. My left shoulder and whole body is aching. Hope to hear from you say,'are you okay'. But most of all, my heart is most pain of all while losing you now and then.
Sorry for all the mistake i done, i really repent le.
Monday, July 19, 2010
Hey...,
Sianz, life is boring. Today never see you than now feeling sad in robotics class. Today got home economics than pratical, really feel like eating the thing you have cook. Comfirm plus chop very nice the loh.Especially is you cook the spagettie loh. Got worried as why you never come, someone told me that you skip school not sick. I thought what had happenned. Now you are outside, please be careful as i am really quite worried. I am very easy angry this few days after losing you. But i got try to endure as you had tell me to hold on to it sometimes. But now without you than i very fast dulan le but once i thought of what you had said to me than i start to cool down. Sometimes i think of you too much about me and you the memories than i just jump in to the pool to cool down or not i really cannot take it anymore longer le. I really want you back, not hope is want, i knoe i had done something wrong but i am really repentant.
I love you darling, all along.
Sianz, life is boring. Today never see you than now feeling sad in robotics class. Today got home economics than pratical, really feel like eating the thing you have cook. Comfirm plus chop very nice the loh.Especially is you cook the spagettie loh. Got worried as why you never come, someone told me that you skip school not sick. I thought what had happenned. Now you are outside, please be careful as i am really quite worried. I am very easy angry this few days after losing you. But i got try to endure as you had tell me to hold on to it sometimes. But now without you than i very fast dulan le but once i thought of what you had said to me than i start to cool down. Sometimes i think of you too much about me and you the memories than i just jump in to the pool to cool down or not i really cannot take it anymore longer le. I really want you back, not hope is want, i knoe i had done something wrong but i am really repentant.
I love you darling, all along.
Sunday, July 18, 2010
Hey...,
Life is boring. It is not worth living. Now piles of homework waiting for me to complete. As usual, everyday thinking of her no matter wat. I love her as usual. Everything in life now of day will let me relate to the memories i had with her. But all were memories, i want it now. She can help me in everything. Studies, life and make it interesting a lot, hundred times more when i am alone. Waiting for her all along. Thinking to forget the past with her but simply just can't. Things were not so easy, she were lots of my first. Stronger were not to use on me as i just can't forget her so easily.
Darling, i lov3e you as how i did. Muackz, emoing and drinking wine and smoking now.
Darling, i lov3e you as how i did. Muackz, emoing and drinking wine and smoking now.
Friday, July 16, 2010
Hey ...,
What is love? Love to me is just sacrifie, if you truely love her than even if she love someone else you will still wait but you will want her find someone better than you the. No matter what, hope that you two will patch and more lovable after a small quarrel?! It is easy to let go but hard to forget the past memories with her loh. Now still very pain. My sholder and back all very pain. If i can just hear from you say ,"are you okay" to me not my brother than my pain will all gone le but i know that you will not forgive me le. God bless you this two, couple, to patch. Maybe you patch le i also wont know the. Who will tell me?!
What is love? Love to me is just sacrifie, if you truely love her than even if she love someone else you will still wait but you will want her find someone better than you the. No matter what, hope that you two will patch and more lovable after a small quarrel?! It is easy to let go but hard to forget the past memories with her loh. Now still very pain. My sholder and back all very pain. If i can just hear from you say ,"are you okay" to me not my brother than my pain will all gone le but i know that you will not forgive me le. God bless you this two, couple, to patch. Maybe you patch le i also wont know the. Who will tell me?!
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